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The Bright Spot Meme

(Was there every a more suitable meme for dear Molly?)

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(John can't help but watch them. It's like some kind of nature documentary--the mating dance of the consulting detective and the pathologist. Which is both awkward and weirdly cute.)

"Oh--good idea, less to keep track of." Sherlock's practical approach keeps him from getting too anxious about whether he's doing certain parts of relationship etiquette right or not. He's got space in his bag, she's going to be carrying her clutch for the rest of the evening, it works out.

Plus at this stage in their relationship, if she forgets anything in his bag it's just an excuse for him to come over again.

"Right. Well. We're off, then, don't expect me back till tomorrow, Welsh beer in the fridge for you. Enjoy your daughter and leftovers."

"Cheers, you two," John says. "Don't let me see you on the news later."

*

Sherlock actually handles dinner a lot better than he'd ever thought he would handle a dinner date he doesn't have to fake his way through. Sure, a couple of the other diners look at them funny when they get into an animated discussion of the experiment he's going to have to clean out of the lab, but he never has to pretend that he's interested in something when he isn't, and he's not bored for a second.

Molly is--fun to be around. She's more confident than he's ever seen her, and she laughs often, and when she gets up to hit the ladies' room at one point he can't help but notice that the dress she's wearing makes her arse look ridiculously good.

It's only the thought of getting to watch her react to the ballet that keeps him from suggesting they take a cab straight back to her place.

The Royal Opera House is a beautiful place; tonight it's absolutely glittering, as befits a major artistic premiere. (Sherlock stops for a moment at the coat check to make sure the person taking their coats is someone he knows, and even then he slips the young woman a hundred quid to keep a close eye on their things.)

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Molly cannot ever remember feeling so relaxed on what is essentially a first date. And a first date with Sherlock, no less. Maybe it's because they've known each other for ages and she knows she doesn't have to censor her topics of conversation in any way with him. Conversation is easy and fun. It's almost like they're having lunch at the Bart's canteen except she's way overdressed for that and the food is about a million times better.

By the time they get to the Opera House, she is giddy, almost like the first time her parents took her to the ballet when she was a child. Not only is she about to watch what is sure to be an extraordinary ballet, but she's got the smartest, most handsome man in the building on her arm. The looks they receive from some other patrons do not get by her. Sherlock is a mini-celebrity in the city and it's not like he tries to blend in. But instead of feeling intimidated, she feels confident, like she belongs.

"Sherlock! These seats. They're in the first row of the grand tier," she says as she looks down at the tickets he's handed her to hold while he checks their things. Those are arguably the best and most expensive seats in the house. She has never seen a ballet or theatre performance from there.

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"Really?" He's genuinely a little surprised at that. He'd expected something in the balcony, or possibly the orchestra section. But then, he thinks, getting someone's best friend out from under a blackmailer and a murder charge is above and beyond a first-row-grand-tier favour. "Well. I'll have to find him later and--"

"Sherlock?"

He turns, momentarily thrown off.

"Sherlock Holmes! I knew that was you." An older woman, wearing an elegant green silk dress and a frankly excessive amount of diamonds, sweeps towards them out of the crowd. Sherlock takes in a dozen tiny details about her before the flashy necklace at her throat sets off a reminder in his brain. He's pulled that necklace out of a haggis in front of a dozen gawping police officers.

"Mrs Stafford." His tone is polite, but he doesn't smile.

"Christabel, please."

She eyes him, largely ignoring Molly, and somehow his pettiness and pride roll together in a strange chemical reaction. He draws himself up a little--if he were a peacock, he'd be fanning out an enormous tail.

"Yes. Molly, this is Christabel Stafford, a former client of mine--I recovered the necklace she's wearing after it was stolen from her at a premiere much like this one. Christabel, this is Dr Molly Hooper, my date."

That last word comes out a lot more easily than he'd thought it would.

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Molly's attention is also drawn to the sound of his name being called and she turns to see the woman who is clearly high society London and clearly a fan of Sherlock Holmes.

Molly stays about a step behind Sherlock, knowing this woman has no interest in her and expecting to just be an awkward bystander to the exchange. What she does not at all expect is the way Sherlock makes it a grand point to introduce her to this woman, and as his date no less. She tries not to let the shock of it show but can feel her cheeks colour just a bit as she smiles politely at Christabel.

"Nice to meet you, Mrs. Stafford," Molly manages to say. "It is a gorgeous necklace."

The price of which Molly cannot even fathom.

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"Thank you." She seems a little flustered, for a second, and Sherlock puffs up just a bit more. He's got no desire to endure anyone flirting with him tonight who isn't Molly, and directing this woman's attention to the presence of someone she can't hope to compete with is every bit as satisfying a shutdown as picking apart one of Anderson's ridiculous theories. "I expect the whole adventure will end up on that blog of his before you know it."

"Funny enough," Sherlock says smoothly, "we're a bit busy for the blog these days."

"Ah. Well. Anyway--oh, that's my mobile, probably my husband. Please excuse me. Lovely to see you both."

She strides away fumbling with her own clutch, and the look Sherlock shoots Molly is both pleased and subtly inviting.

"I think that might be record time between someone making a poorly-calculated overture to me and them pretending their phone's gone off so they have an excuse to leave. I should bring you out more often."

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While Molly is pleased at being shown off a bit and it doesn't really bother her to be used as interception, she gives him a bit of a look.

"Oy," she says, even though she can't help but smirk a bit. "Don't be rude. Flirting with you probably would have been the highlight of her night."

Molly remembers not long ago when she was the one who was terribly, unsuccessfully trying to get Sherlock's attention and affections.

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"I don't give a damn about her night. You're the one I invited here." And the one I intend to leave with, he almost says, but he realizes in barely enough time that if he does he'll probably end up half hard in public and he's fairly sure that's not something you want on a ballet date. (At least not according to what he's picked up from John.)

So instead he reaches down slightly to take her hand, a touch that grounds him and refocuses some of the nervous energy that's pinging around his brain.

She always has helped him find extra clarity when he's needed it, now that he thinks about it.

That thought warms his smile, softens his eyes briefly. "Come on. We can nick some free champagne; I'll show you where I found that bucket of livers I was telling you about at dinner."

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"Alright, alright," she says, knowing that some social niceties will never be very important to him.

When he takes her hand, her fingers curl around his and Mrs. Stafford is all but forgotten. She smiles back at him.

"You do know how to show a girl a good time."

She squeezes his hand and lets him lead her to wherever it is he wants to go. How can she possibly turn down champagne and adventures with buckets of livers at the ballet? That does have sort of a nice balance to it, she realizes, and then realizes how incredibly well-suited they really are for each other. She's always imagined they would be, but those were fantasies not based on any data besides their rapport in the lab and the morgue and in occasional social situations. The fact that she was right hits her in that moment.

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He may still be prickly, awkward, socially awful Sherlock, but he's happy with her and it shows. Before now he'd only really imagined sharing little bits of himself with the few people he considers close friends, but Molly's here for ballet and gruesome anecdotes and him, all of it rolled together, and that's so new he's a bit drunk on it.

There is, in fact, plenty of free champagne. And they do run into the choreographer who secured their tickets--as well as an incredibly handsome American dancer who's apparently on loan to the Royal Ballet for the season--and somehow Sherlock puffs up even more when he introduces Molly to them this time. Both choreographer and dancer treat Molly like she's royalty, which seems about right to Sherlock.

(In fact, on their way into the theatre proper, he overhears a little girl nearby ask her mother if the lady in the blue dress is a princess. He hopes Molly's heard as well, though personally he thinks princesses are overrated. Who'd want a princess when you can have a pathologist?)

And even if he's not nearly as open with her in public as he is in private, he finds he's not embarrassed when he catches people staring at his hand clasping Molly's. He's no longer ashamed to be caught caring about someone--or even afraid of it. Yes, the events of the last year have made it clearer than ever that love is the quickest way to the most profound kinds of hurt, but every minute he has with Molly now is memorable and brilliant enough to chase away the fear that he'll lose everything he has somehow.

Her hairstyle and the neckline of her dress draw his attention to the soft and impossibly attractive curve of her throat as they start to find their seats, and Sherlock's pulse speeds up a little. The ballet's only eighty minutes or so, but Sherlock knows it's going to seem a lot longer once they're sitting side by side in the dark.

For a second he does sort of wish they'd skipped the whole thing to drag one another back to bed. Is this how normal people feel as kids, he wonders, on Christmas Eve? Split between agony that something's almost close enough to taste and a dizzy anticipation of what's to come?

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Molly is beside herself meeting both choreographer and a principal dancer. She's a bit awkward as usual, but if either of the men notice, they don't let on - plying her with champagne and praising her attire. Combined with Sherlock at her side, it's more male attention than she's received in a long time. It feels really good actually and she's all rosy cheeks and smiles by the time they make it to their seats.

She does hear the little girl's comment, but she doesn't register that it might be about her until they've sat down. It's definitely a surprise. Molly's never felt much like a princess. Well, maybe Cinderella before her fairy godmother shows up. There isn't exactly a Disney princess who cuts open dead people and mostly wears ill-fitting clothing.

Once she's settled in, she feels Sherlock's eyes on her and she catches him eyeing her exposed neck a bit hungrily and she blushes. It's a good thing she didn't go with the low-cut dress option she'd also tried on, he might jump her where she sits. She just smirks at him and takes his hand again. It's the safest form of contact right now.

Edited Date: 2017-02-23 01:07 am (UTC)

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His fingers twine through hers, and for a quiet moment he's unbelievably grateful that she's here at all. After everything they've been through, after everything he's done and been responsible for, he somehow still has this chance at something he's been too stubborn and frightened to admit he craves.

And how many people can say they've taken the most significant and painful emotional risk of their lives and ended up at the ballet with a clever, interesting, and frankly bloody gorgeous woman?

He shifts in his seat a little, clasps her hand just a bit more tightly. The lights start to dim, which seems strangely appropriate. He's sharing a secret in public with her, and she's the only one who can tell how important this is, how firmly she's connected to him on a level he's never let anyone approach before.

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Molly can feel the weight of this night in the way he's been holding on to her hand, the way he's been parading her around like he's proud to be with her. She knows how huge all of this is for him and she hopes that she can be all the things he needs .

As the lights dim, she feels excited for the upcoming performance and sits up a little taller in her seat. She doesn't want to miss a moment. She smiles over at him and then looks back to the stage as the music starts and the first dancers step out onto the stage.

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Molly would likely be shocked if she knew that he is proud to be with her, as proud to show off the fact that someone truly loves him as he was to show off after John had called him his best friend. And all he needs her to be, all he's ever needed her to be when she's helped him most, is herself.

*

During the performance he sneaks glances at her, alternating between being absorbed in the dancers' fine form and energy and being fascinated by the way Molly's reacting. Every time he catches her looking delighted by something, he tucks the image into his mind palace, trying to ignore the occasional adolescent skitter in his pulse.

(He does let go of her hand to applaud, at appropriate moments, but as soon as the applause is finished his fingers find hers in the dark again.)

There's no interval, but between the pleasure of the ballet itself and the newer, sweeter pleasure of studying her, it flies by.

All too soon--or maybe not a moment too soon--the heavy red-and-gold curtain falls, and Sherlock lets go of her hand again to join in the wave of applause that's breaking over the theatre. And this time when he glances at Molly, he's looking for a signal, something to tell him whether this evening will linger at its current warmth or blossom into a fuller heat much more quickly.

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Mostly Molly is enrapt by the performance, but she does catch Sherlock watching her a couple times and smiles. She squeezes his hand to let him know that she is enjoying it immensely (if that wasn't already apparent). and that she's thrilled to be enjoying it with him.

When it ends, she's one of the first to get out of her seat for a standing ovation as the dancers come out for their final bows.

As the curtain falls for the final time and the lights come up, she is still grinning in pure delight. And when she looks over at him, she can't help but to lean over and give him a quick kiss, that lingers ever so slightly.

"Thank you," she says as she leans away and looks up at him. "That was...incredible."

The whole thing - their seats, meeting the dancers, being on his arm, and most of all, the performance. She forgot how very much she loves the ballet.

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[[ooc: that's so cool! What kind do you take now? I did tap dance for a couple of years in high school but I adore ballet and... I guess you could call Matthew Bourne productions ballet-adjacent? I was lucky enough to see his Sleeping Beauty: A Gothic Romance at the Kennedy Centre a couple of years ago and I own that and his Swan Lake on DVD. :D so that one little pirouette in So3 kinda gave me carte blanche to let out my inner dance fangirl, lol.]]

The look she gives him before she leans in to kiss him is one that sends light rippling through his mind palace. He's never managed to make anyone this genuinely happy before--maybe some of the things he said at John's wedding came close, but this is different, more intimate. And when she does kiss him, some small anxious thing in his chest uncoils, reassured by the contact.

(Thankfully she kisses him too quickly for anyone to fumble out their mobile and snap a photo, but before the end of the week there will be at least three blind items in gossip columns and on blogs. One of London's most eligible and least approachable semi-celebrity bachelors, out on the town with a stunning woman he's obviously mad for. Sorry, ladies and gentlemen, looks like somebody else gets to wear the hat for the foreseeable future.)

He smiles, but that kiss sets off a strange chemical reaction that's half affection and half arousal. God, he wants to get her home.

"Glad you enjoyed it," he says, and means it. "Come on. Let's get out of here before someone makes a speech."

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[ooc: I did almost everything growing up. Now I do contemporary/jazz and tap. I haven't heard of Matthew Bourne before (I love dance but have never been that up on choreographers and companies) but his stuff looks awesome. I've seen Midsummer Night's Dream done by the NYC ballet and an Alvin Ailey performance when I lived in NY but I didn't go as much as I should have and now I have way less access where I live. Regrets. lol. I loved the pirouette in So3! I'd love to break it down with Benedict Cumberbatch. He seems to love to dance. I'm always up for dance fangirling.]

Molly doesn't even think about the fact that other people might be watching them and that they might become a line item somewhere. She'd been worried about it before, knowing some will be mean to her, but she's so entranced by the evening and him that she's barely thinking outside the little bubble around the two of them. The people gathering their things and making their exit of the theatre are barely on her radar right now. It's just about him.

She takes his hand as he starts to head into the crowd that's all probably moving to the same spot (coat check).

"Eager for something?" she teases quietly in his ear, seeing a bit of the hunger from earlier bleeding through the affection in his look. She would be lying if she said she wasn't ready to get home as well.

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[ooc: ooh! You might like the documentary "Afternoon of a Faun", about Tanaquil Le Clercq, who was a star of the NYC Ballet and went on to advise and mentor at the Dance Theatre of Harlem after she contracted polio. lots of amazing archival footage of her performances, and she was a fascinating lady in general. :D and honestly someone needs to cast Benedict as a dancer somewhere, because he's impressively physical. that stripper sketch on SNL didn't count.]

He turns his head to look at her, to take in that warm and knowing and delighted smile on her face, and immediately he knows his brain's on a timer. Logic is losing ground with every passing second, fading as desire hits him like the first delayed tingles of an oncoming high.

"Eager not to be arrested for public indecency," he says, his voice pitched somewhere between a purr and a growl. His grip on her hand tightens a little and he tugs her along, steering the two of them easily towards the coat check. Other ways detective skills are useful in the context of a relationship: knowing how to find the quickest way out of a crowded area.

The acquaintance he'd paid at the beginning of the night to watch their things sees him hurrying over and darts out from the coat check to hand them back. And, because he's Sherlock and of course he'd know the layout of this place backwards and forwards, Sherlock manages to find a nearly-hidden corridor for them to cut through onto a side street so they can avoid the rush to catch a cab out front.

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[ooc: Oh! That was playing at our indie cinema here a couple years back and I had planned on going but got sick and never managed to get there. It's on Netflix maybe though? I will definitely move it up in the queue. And I totally forgot he was on SNL! I missed that episode. I'll have to go do some YouTubing....]

Touché, she thinks when his response has the equal effect of making her a step closer to that public indecency arrest. His voice goes straight to her clit and if he wasn't hanging on so tightly to her hand, she might have been lost in the crowd as her brain tried to reset itself.

And suddenly he's got them to coat check and their coats just appear and he's dragging her down a hallway she hadn't even seen before and out onto the street. He's like some sort of magician.

"Well, that was bloody brilliant," she says as she lets him help her into her coat. "Remind me to take you out more."

She smirks, echoing his statement from earlier in the night.

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[ooc: If it's on Netflix, definitely move it up! and oh god I've only seen little bits of the SNL episode but this one absolutely killed me because you can tell he's having WAY too much fun with it.]

"I'll set an alert on my phone. Taxi!"

London cabs are, Sherlock thinks, one of the great miracles of the modern era. Somehow when you need one of those squat black shapes there's always one at least a block away from you. And sometimes they even bring serial killers to your door.

This one's driven by a perfectly harmless single mother putting herself through culinary school, thankfully. Sherlock won't realize it until much later, but this is the first time he's ever really thought of the possibility of a murder as a distraction from something vastly more interesting.

He has to let go of Molly's hand as they maneuver their way into the back seat of the cab, but once they're situated next to each other his hand settles on her knee. It's a charged touch, one that somehow makes his throat so dry he's not sure how he manages to give the cabbie the address they're bound for.

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[ooc: He's such a large child. I love it.]

Her hands her into the back of the cab and she shoves over so he can follow behind. It's only once he's settled next to her that she realizes that this is going to be a long ride; a thought punctuated by his hand settling on her stocking-covered knee. The simple touch lights a fire up her leg and through her body. Her shoulder is pressed to his and she finds that she can't look at him, for fear that if she does, she won't be able to stop herself from doing something very untoward. She doesn't think the taxi driver will appreciate a show.

"We could get a subscription," she says, suddenly, trying to think of anything to say to keep her attention away from other thoughts. "To the ballet...I mean. Or, I guess...that might be kind of...soon...to consider...I mean....we just..."

After it's out of her mouth, Molly realizes that it might be kind of sudden to just get a subscription to the theatre together. That's what couples do who have been together for years (or at least a year).

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"Yes," Sherlock says, or rather the word just sort of falls out of his mouth. She wants to be seen with him in public again. He's shared something with her that's always been closer to his heart than he's admitted to anyone else, and she likes it enough to want to see more. With him.

It means more to him than he has words for. It means something like a chemical change in him, in the way their lives are converging, an emotional reaction that gives off a heat and light like nothing else in his life.

It means you love her, Mary says gently, somewhere at the back of his mind where he keeps truths he needs to hear spoken in the voice of someone who can make them sound less frightening. It means John might be right about more than you thought. Now stop thinking about me so you can concentrate on doing filthy things to her when you get back.

His hand inches up, just a little, brushing the hem of her skirt.

"Yeah. That--would be good, actually."

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That one word stops her anxious rambling and makes a calm flow through her. They're really doing this and he wants to continue doing this, at least until the end of ballet season.

A laugh bubbles up through her at the thought because it's kind of ridiculous and she looks over at him.

"Yeah? Okay," she says and bites her lip, looking pleased. She bites it harder when his hand slides up just a bit.

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"Good. Well." He smiles, brief and a bit awkward.

Little by little, almost imperceptibly, his hand drifts further up her thigh. His window of concentration is narrowing sharply down around her.

As it's a Tuesday night, traffic isn't bad. It's a quiet, short ride, and thankfully the cabbie doesn't rabbit on about nothing.

Just as his fingers begin to curve toward her inner thigh, they pull up in front of her flat. The wave of dizziness that hits Sherlock is so strong he gives their driver a fifty instead of a twenty as he's getting out. (Not that he'll care later, when he figures out why he's fifty quid short.)

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Silence falls between them again and she's barely breathing as she feels his hand creep higher and higher. When the cab stops suddenly in front of her building, she lets out a rush of air at once. It feels like they've had foreplay and they've barely been touching.

"Thanks," Molly manages to breathe out to the driver as she follows him out of the cab into the chilly night air. Which is exactly what she needs right now if she's going to be able to concentrate enough to get her keys from her purse and put them in the keyhole. Her hands fumble with the clutch as she walks up the front steps and she's finally able to find the blasted things and let them inside. She's practically shaking with the anticipation of finally being alone with him.

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The second the door's closed behind them, the timer in Sherlock's brain goes off, the last of his patience and his filter burning out at the same time.

He doesn't even take off his coat.

Instead he puts his hands on Molly's shoulders, turns her to face him, and kisses her hard. A strangled little moan of relief escapes him as his mouth meets hers--finally, finally they're back here and she's his again.