"I'm fine. I'm on a level of okay that's unprecedented in the levels of okay," she says with a slight laugh and smile as she slides her hand back to his cheek.
"This is...perfect and I...well I don't think I need to tell you how I've wanted this. But...you've clearly had an ordeal (that she still doesn't know the details of) and...I just need to know how far this is going tonight....or...(she looks at the clock, the sun will be rising soon), this morning."
She desires him terribly, but she doesn't want to rush this if it means he will regret it later on. This is a lot for both of them to comprehend and make sense of.
"I don't want you to feel like there's an expectation."
But she also wants to act accordingly and mentally prepare herself.
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Date: 2017-01-28 07:13 am (UTC)"This is...perfect and I...well I don't think I need to tell you how I've wanted this. But...you've clearly had an ordeal (that she still doesn't know the details of) and...I just need to know how far this is going tonight....or...(she looks at the clock, the sun will be rising soon), this morning."
She desires him terribly, but she doesn't want to rush this if it means he will regret it later on. This is a lot for both of them to comprehend and make sense of.
"I don't want you to feel like there's an expectation."
But she also wants to act accordingly and mentally prepare herself.