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The Bright Spot Meme


(Was there every a more suitable meme for dear Molly?)

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He captures that sigh for later, guiding it under glass in his mind like some frail insect, to be studied later with things like her laughter and the press of her lips against the corner of his mouth. It feels like an accomplishment.

Her breath tickling his throat, though, that's different. It feels... warmer, not just physically but in some other way he's having trouble classifying at the moment. His heart speeds up a little at the sensation of her face burrowing into his neck.

There's a reason he hates wearing a tie, or even keeping his shirt collar buttoned all the way. There's a reason the only scarf he owns is ridiculously expensive and softer than anything else in his possession. And abruptly he realizes having a sensitive neck is something he now has to think about in an entirely new context.

She shifts a little against him, and that extra heat suddenly makes sense, too.

"Um." He's been in more awkward situations than this, arguably, but it still makes his ears burn. "You're--welcome to ignore that."

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Molly's breathing stops for a moment when she shifts against him, but so as to not embarrass him she isn't going to say anything about it unless he does. It happens. Especially in the morning.

But he does mention it and he sounds...well embarrassed. He shouldn't be. It's flattering and she can't help the smile that spreads over her face.

"Am I welcome to not ignore it?"

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Oh. Oh, that doesn't help the situation at all. Sherlock swallows, mouth suddenly dry. He's never wanted this in reality, only sort of on principle when one of his physical needs asserts itself on occasion, but now that he thinks about it there's no one he'd rather try this with than Molly.

"More than welcome," he whispers. His body's betraying him, pupils blowing wide and pulse kicking into high speed, and there's something about this that's like being high in all the right ways.

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From her current vantage point, Molly has a front row seat to Sherlock's bobbing adam's apple and quickening pulse. She takes them as both very good signs and leans in to press a kiss to the thrumming point on his neck.

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A sigh shivers out of him. Some distant part of his mind notices that it's fascinating how his body is helping to selectively narrow his perceptions--and then that part shuts down, because there's a lot of power getting rerouted to sheer sensory and emotional intake.

He tips his head back, a thoughtless little movement, eyes closing.

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When Sherlock tilts his head, she takes that as an invitation and starts to trace a path of kisses up his neck to the underside of his jaw where she scrapes her teeth lightly before soothing it with her tongue. He tastes smoky and spicy like she always imagined. Her own senses are on overdrive and the dull ache between her legs that she's been trying to ignore since the night before, becomes a persistent throb.

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She's assertive, a confidence Sherlock hadn't thought to guess her capable of, and his fingers are tingling as they slide up into her hair. He's rapidly losing his grip on self-control, unable to reach for anything like a poker face while she's tasting him like this. Again his breath shudders in, and when it escapes him this time there's sound behind it: a short, rumbling moan.

His hips lift a little, tilting towards her.

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Christ. She just made Sherlock Holmes moan. Breathe, Molly. It won't do to pass out on the man.

Her lips and tongue continue to taste him and she trails her mouth back down, sliding his shirt to the side a bit so that she can kiss over collarbones. Her fingers instinctively move to the top button on his shirt, but she hesitates and lifts her head to look at him.

He seems more than amenable to his current situation but she remembers the ground rules he set from the previous night.

"Kissing from the waist up, hands only from the waist down?" she asks in a much more breathless voice than she intends.

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"Yeah. Yes. Exactly." Words are very difficult right now. The consonants run together, their rattling almost obscuring what he means, and Molly's voice is entering a range he's never heard it in before and that's so exciting he's having unprecedented levels of trouble with vocabulary retrieval. "Safest option. For now. The shirt can go, though. Any time."

Her mouth on his skin makes him aware that this is part of the function of his nerves. That he can feel and interpret pleasure from another human being. And he realizes, on some wordless level, that Molly knows her way around a living body every bit as well as a dead one.

It's a thought that knocks the breath out of him again, this time in the shape of her name.

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It's when he uses the word "safest" that it finally clicks with Molly why he's made these rules. His latest bender. He hasn't been tested yet. It causes that kernel of worry in the pit of her stomach that represents his drug addiction to grow.

She pushes it aside for now though and nods in agreement at his request.

"Would be easier if you sit up," she says as she pulls herself into a more seated position next to him and pushes the bed covers down and off of them. They're just making her hot and getting tangled around her legs. It's then she sees for the first time the visual proof that Sherlock Holmes is very much aroused right now. Aroused by her. Molly's mouth goes dry. As if his trousers weren't tight enough as it is. He must be terribly uncomfortable.

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When he wakes up hard in his own bed--because of course he does, his brain might be extraordinary but it's housed in a human body--he either lets the situation deflate on its own, or he takes care of it as quickly as possible. It's always been entirely practical for him, the way hunger is, or the need for sleep when that manages to drag him down.

In Molly's bed it's different in a way he didn't think possible.

She's looking at him, taking in exactly what she's done to him and exactly what it means even as he pushes himself up and backwards to sit up for her. Molly is observing him, mentally disassembling clues and putting them back together in a proper order.

Brainy is the new sexy, Irene Adler said to him. He had no idea, he thinks, just how right she was.

"Better?"

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"Much," she says as she takes in the rumpled mess that is Sherlock Holmes in her bed. His hair is sticking up at all sorts of angles, his cheeks are rosy and his pupils are dilated in a way she's only ever witnessed when he's high (on drugs or just murder). Maybe she can get him addicted to a new kind of high.

She smiles and there's a bit of mischief in it as she moves to straddle his thighs, tucking her legs underneath her so as to not put the whole of her weight on him. This is a much preferable angle to rid him of his shirt and she takes no time in leaning forward to capture his lips with hers while her hands start to make work of the tiny buttons.

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The look she gives him is both fond and wicked, somehow, and it stays burned into the backs of his eyelids for a second when she kisses him again. People have given him all sorts of looks, and he's not so oblivious he hasn't been able to recognize other people undressing him with their eyes (which happens for a reason he's not at all sure of and only sometimes remembers to exploit), but this one registers because it's Molly. This one he'll have to make a study of.

Later, though. Right now she's unbuttoning his shirt, careful and efficient even though her eyes are closed.

She must have to undress corpses like this all the time, he thinks suddenly, and he doesn't know why that makes him even harder.

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When Molly gets to the end of his buttons, she breaks the kiss and sits back a bit before going for the buttons at his cuffs. She's awkwardly trapped enough men (and corpses) in their dress shirts by accident, to remember to see to this detail before trying to push the shirt off. It's also an opportune time to catch her breath.

When she's done with that bit, she looks up and takes stock of the man in front of her again as her hands finally slide up his bare torso. He's far too thin thanks to the drugs and being generally terrible at taking care of himself when he's on cases. She'll have to see to that, starting with breakfast. But she still feels an awe at being able to touch him like this. He's still gorgeous.

Her hands slide over his shoulders and take the shirt with them, sliding it down his arms until it pools behind him on the bed.

"Better?" she repeats his last question to him.

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There are a handful of scars on him, pink and tan marks on pale skin--burns, cuts, awkwardly healed breaks, a single white circle that indicates where a bullet punched into him. They stand out thanks to how thin he's let himself get, how far he's pushed himself recently for the sakes of those around him.

He can't really find the brainpower to spare for self-consciousness, though, because Molly's pushing his shirt down off his arms with smooth warm hands and it's so erotic he actually trembles a little.

No wonder there's so much murder over this. Though possibly it's just that everyone's as frustrated they can't be as improbably effective at it as Molly Hooper, he manages to think.

"Substantially," he nearly growls, as much a clear and open invitation as the way he leans in and kisses her bare shoulder, just below the strap of her camisole.

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Molly can't focus on all the marks and blemishes on his skin right now. Each one brings her physical pain and is a reminder of how much danger he often puts himself in and how little regard he sometimes has for his own being. She vows though that later she will kiss everyone of them and be thankful that he's still alive.

He trembles at her touch and sad thoughts leave her mind. He is alive and responding to her in a way that makes her own body respond in turn. That's all she needs to focus on right now. Her hands settle at his waist, thumbs sliding over his skin idly.

She sighs as his lips touch her overheated skin. He's barely touched her at all so far and she's embarrassingly aroused; can feel her nipples poking against the thin fabric of her top.

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Her breath is hot, angling down into his hair and across his neck, and it makes him forget to be polite with her for a moment. Free of his shirt now, the unbuttoned cuffs falling away from his wrists easily, he can bring his hands up to touch her. He can tell--he's trained himself to tell--what her body's doing.

It's the first time he thinks he understands it, though. And based on his very limited understanding...

One hand slides into her hair, to pull her in for a kiss. The other settles just below her breast, pressing upwards to feel the shape and soft weight filling his palm.

Something pops in his brain, a fuse overloading, some capacity for detachment burning away.

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Molly kisses him back hungrily and a small noise leaves her mouth as she feels him palming her breast through her tank. Alert! Sherlock Holmes is touching your breast. Sherlock Holmes is touching your breast. And it's not even on accident like that one time he reached over her in the lab for a slide and his arm grazed her.

She wonders if her brain will ever reach a point where it's not totally flabbergasted by all of this. She wonders if he still thinks her breasts are too small.

Her own hands slide up his shoulders and hang on. One of her thumbs slide over his neck and feels his pulse racing. She's sure her's is thrumming a similar staccato.

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She makes this little surprised sound, like the one she'd made last night (well, earlier) when they'd kissed for the first time, and another fuse pops.

This is almost exactly how he'd always imagined teenage fumbling around would be, except instead of being tedious it's amazing even if his arm is at sort of an awkward angle and he gasps when her thumb moves over his neck.

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Sherlock's gasp confirms a hypothesis that she made earlier when she kissed his neck: Sherlock's neck is an intense erogenous zone. She files this information away and it reminds her how exciting the "getting to know you" phase of a sexual relationship can be. Terrifying to a certain degree but also exciting.

"You can take it off," she says of her camisole, barely breaking their kiss to get the words out.

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"Thank Christ."

It takes him a second to disentangle himself enough to pull back, to grab the hem of her top and nearly yank it up over her head. It ends up flung in a corner of the room, but he can't concern himself much at all with where it lands because something very vital grabs his attention and holds it.

Her breasts look much better with nothing hiding them.

They feel better, too, her skin flushed and incredibly smooth under his fingers. One breast fits into his palm perfectly, and when he rolls it upwards he finds he can catch her nipple between the base of his index and middle finger. Somehow the sensation makes him dizzy, briefly, which doesn't make any sense, and that doesn't matter either because his focus keeps getting drawn back to what this touch is doing to her.

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Molly huffs out a surprise laugh at his enthusiasm, bringing her arms up to help him rid her of the, apparently, extremely offending article of clothing.

"You don't have to wait for..." she starts but the thought dies in her throat as he's suddenly palming her bare breasts with his hands and trapping her hard nipples between his fingers. She let's out a whimper this time and unconsciously arches a bit to press her chest into his large, warm hands.

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If he had more processing space right now, he'd feel absurdly proud of himself--zero practical sexual experience, and he's still figured out how to make Molly whimper. But the sound is too sweet and the thrill that goes all the way up his arms and into his chest is too intense to leave that much room for his ego. For once.

He pushes her backwards a little with his own weight, down toward the mattress, and the slide of so much skin on skin is a breathless revelation he knows it'll take him years to unravel.

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Molly lets out a shaky breath when their bare skin comes in contact. There is so much relief in the sound., her eyes close to block out any other sensory input and just enjoy this feeling for the first time with him.

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She sighs like his touch is a hit of morphine and she's been hurting for it, and nothing Irene Adler could do would ever have a quarter of the effect on him that one careless sigh does. Suddenly he has to have his arms around her, his weight bearing her down onto the mattress before he really knows what he's doing, giving in entirely to the wave of greed that buzzes through his veins. He needs to know what that sound tastes like in his mouth.